Thursday, June 30, 2011

"BRING ME TO LIFE" - EVANESCENCE


How can you see into my eyes like open doors?Leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up) before I come undone
(Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up) before I come undone
(Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch
Without your love, darling
only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought, without a voice, without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up) Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside
(Save me) call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up) bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up) before I come undone
(Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life) I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)

My Immortal -Evanescene

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me, me, me

Evanescence - My immortal magyar (hungarian subtitle)

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Pelaburan Akhirat - Jika Lelaki Yang Pernah Membunuh 100 Orang Ini Berusaha Untuk Bertaubat,Kenapa Tidak Kita?Bertaubatlah.Sesungguhnya Allah SWT Maha

Credit to http://baikiminda.blogspot.com

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Penyayang.

[The Book of Destiny (Kitab-ul-Qadr) Muslim :: Book 33 : Hadith 6418]

Abdullah b. Amr b. al-'As reported that he heard Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) as saying: Verily, the hearts of all the sons of Adam are between the two fingers out of the fingers of the Compassionate Lord as one heart. He turns that to any (direction) He likes. Then Allahs Messenger (may peace be upon him) said: 0 Allah, the Turner of the hearts, turn our hearts to Thine obedience.

“Wahai Dzat yang membolak-balikkan hati,teguhkan hati kami di atas agama-Mu.” [HR. Ahmad dan at Tirmidzi]

“Ya Allah yang mengarahkan hati,arahkanlah hati-hati kami untuk taat kepadamu.” [HR. Muslim]
(Ingatlah) bahawa kehidupan dunia (yang tidak berdasarkan iman dan taqwa) hanyalah ibarat permainan dan hiburan; dan jika kamu beriman serta bertaqwa, Allah akan memberikan kamu pahala amal kamu, dan Ia tidak meminta kepada kamu harta benda kamu (melainkan untuk memberikan kamu barang yang lebih baik daripadanya). [47:36] [Untuk Bacaan Lanjut,Sila Klik Sini]

Assalamualaikum.

Penulisan kali ini santai sahaja.

Saya mahu berkongsikan dengan anda beberapa kisah benar yang terjadi dalam Masyarakat kita.Saya yakin,semua dari kita pernah menyaksikan kisah-kisah yang bakal saya ceritakan di bawah ini.Atau mungkin perkara ini berlaku kepada diri kita sendiri.Siapa tahu?

Di akhir penulisan nanti,akan saya terangkan sedikit kesimpulan dari kisah-kisah ini.

Selamat Membaca.

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Kisah A

A seorang Anak Muda.Beliau seorang yang boleh dikategorikan sebagai "Budak Baik".Tidak merokok,tidak mencarut,cemerlang dalam Akademik,tidak menonton Porn (ye,ramai Anak Muda menonton Porn pada masa kini - Ibu Bapa,take notes),tidak mengambil Ganja (ramai juga Anak Muda yang ambil dadah untuk tujuan fun - Ibu Bapa take notes yang ini juga),tidak main wanita dan sebagainya.Kata ringkasnya,Budak Suci.

Waktu berlalu.Kini Beliau di Universiti.Akibat kegagalan menyerap "Budaya Asing" yang liar,Beliau tumpas.

Setelah beberapa Purnama berlalu,Beliau kini menghisap rokok,kata-kata carutan bermain di mulutnya etc etc.

Malah,rakan-rakannya yang dahulunya lebih "Liar" daripadanya kini turut terkejut dengan perubahan mendadak A.

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Kisah B

B seorang Gadis.Bersekolah di SMKA.Menyebut latar belakang Pendidikannya,anda akan terus tahu B ini Gadis yang bagaimana.B merupakan seorang yang Aktif dalam berdakwah dalam kalangan rakan-rakannya.Di mana ada Majlis Ilmu pasti disertainya.

Waktu berlalu,B jatuh cinta.Jika dahulu,B seorang yang menjaga batas pergaulannya,kini B dengan mudah membuka pintu untuk lelaki asing bergaul dengannya etc etc.Jika dahulu B memakai pakaian yang sopan etc berlandaskan Syariat,kini B bukan lagi B yang lama,sebaliknya B sudah menjadi B dengan Imej Baru.Memakai Jeans Skinny,baju ketat,tudung tidak menutup dada etc.

Keluarganya puas menasihati,tapi B seakan-akannya sukar menerima nasihat.

Tamat Kisah B.

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Kisah C

C merupakan seorang Jejaka Tampan.Dari kecil,C tidak pernah mendapat Pendidikan Agama yang sebenarnya.C merupakan seorang yang sentiasa tertarik dengan Islam,tapi akibat persekitaran yang mengelilingi Beliau,C lemas.

Di Kampus,C merupakan seorang "Bad Boy".Wanita,Rokok,Arak,Porno - semuanya pernah dirasainya.

Masa berlalu,C mula menyedari ada kekosongan dalam dirinya.Lalu bertekad mencari kebenaran.Dan C terjumpa dengan Islam.

Berkat usaha dan doa untuk berubah,C kini merupakan Imam di Masjid.Walaupun pernah bertatu,C tidak segan untuk berubah.Memang ramai yang tidak berpuas hati dengan C apabila melihat perubahan yang berlaku pada dirinya."Mulut orang",detik hati C.

Tapi C tekad untuk berubah.Tidak memandang belakang lagi.C mendaftarkan diri untuk mengambil Pengajian Islam secara sambilan di IPT etc etc.

Kini C sudah berkahwin dengan Isteri yang mampu membimbingnya ke jalan yang benar.C insaf.

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Kisah D

Orang ramai menggelarkan D sebagai "Gadis Rosak,Bohsia".

Tapi orang ramai tidak mengetahui apakah Punca D menjadi sebegitu.

D merupakan seorang Gadis remaja yang bermasalah.Ibu Bapanya bercerai.Akibat kurang didikan dan kasih sayang,D membesar dengan rakan-rakan yang membawa pengaruh buruk kepadanya.

Satu hari,D didatangi seorang rakan perempuannya di sekolah.Rakannya itu mengajaknya ke Surau untuk bersembahyang.

D malu.Tapi rakannya meyakinkan D bahawa tiada apa-apa yang buruk akan berlaku."Abaikan sahaja mulut orang",nasihat rakannya.

D akur.Di surau,hati D sayu.

Waktu berlalu,D kini mula berubah.D berdoa agar Allah SWT mempertemukannya dengan lelaki yang boleh membimbingnya ke jalan yang benar.

D mula menghadiri Majlis Ilmu.Dalam kata lain,D benar-benar telah berubah.

Ditakdirkan Allah SWT,D berjumpa dengan C (rujuk kisah di atas).

Mereka kini telah berkahwin dan berubah.Mungkin lebih baik daripada orang yang tidak pernah 'rosak'.Mereka bersyukur.

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Apa kesimpulan daripada cerita-cerita di atas?

1) Jangan bongkak merasa hebat - Kita tidak mengetahui apakah kesudahan hidup kita.Allah SWT mengurniakan petunjuk dan hidayah-Nya kepada sesiapa yang dikehendaki-Nya.Dan Dia Maha Berkuasa Membolak-Balikkan hati kita pada bila-bila masa sahaja.Jadi,jangan bongkak.Sentiasalah berdoa kepada-Nya memohon petunjuk dan Hidayah-Nya.Kerana Dia Maha Penyayang,Maha Pengampun.Berdoalah.Nescaya dimakbulkan.Jangan sesekali merasa hebat,lantas berhenti dari mencari Petunjuk dan Keredhaan-Nya.

2) Di mana ada kemahuan,di situ ada jalan - Sering kali kita dengar orang yang apabila ditanyakan soalan "Bila kau nak stop buat benda buruk ni",mereka menjawab dengan jawapan,"Aku bukan taknak.Tapi susah la bro".Kisah-kisah di atas membuktikan bahawa mereka salah.Malah menunjukkan kepada kita,di mana ada kemahuan untuk berubah,pasti kita akan nampak jalannya.

3) Pentingnya kawan/persekitaran yang baik dalam Proses Perubahan - Untuk benar-benar berubah,kita perlu mencari kawan yang baik dan meninggalkan kawan yang membawa pengaruh yang buruk kepada kita.Tidak jumpa kawan yang baik?Rujuk nombor 2) di atas kembali.Hadis Rasulullah SAW yang bermaksud,


[Bukhari :: Book 7 :: Volume 67 :: Hadith 442] Narrated Abu Musa : The Prophet said, 'The example of a good pious companion and an evil one is that of a person carrying musk and another blowing a pair of bellows. The one who is carrying musk will either give you some perfume as a present, or you will buy some from him, or you will get a good smell from him, but the one who is blowing a pair of bellows will either burn your clothes or you will get a bad smell from him."

4) Bertaubatlah,Allah SWT Maha Penerima Taubat - Biar sebesar mana kita merasakan kesalahan yang pernah kita lakukan,ingatlah,Allah SWT Maha Penerima Taubat.Kembalilah kepada-Nya memohon keampunan.Bacalah Al-Quran.Banyak ayat dalam Al-Quran yang menunjukkan betapa Allah SWT sentiasa Menerima Taubat hamba-hamba-Nya yang telah melakukan kesalahan.

Ada suatu Hadis Rasulullah SAW,yang bermaksud,

[Muslim :: Book 37 : Hadith 6662]

Abu Sa'id al-Khudri reported Allah's Messenger (may peace be upon him) as saying: There was a person before you who had killed ninety-nine persons and then made an inquiry about the learned persons of the world (who could show him the way to salvation). He was directed to a monk. He came to him and told him that he had killed ninety-nine persons and asked him whether there was any scope for his repentance to be accepted. He said: No. He killed him also and thus completed one hundred. He then asked about the learned persons of the earth and he was directed to a scholar, and he told him that he had killed one hundred persons and asked him whether there was any scope for his repentance to be accepted. He said: Yes; what stands between you and the repentance? You better go to such and such land; there are people devoted to prayer and worship and you also worship along with them and do not come to the land of yours since it was an evil land (for you). So he went away and he had hardly covered half the distance when death came to him and there was a dispute between the angels of mercy and the angels of punishment. The angels of mercy said: This man has come as a penitant and remorseful to Allah and the angels of punishment said: He has done no good at all. Then there came another angel in the form of a human being in order to decide between them. He said: You measure the land to which he has drawn near. They measured it and found him nearer to the land where he intended to go (the land of piety), and so the angels of mercy took possession of it. Qatada said that Hasan told him that it was said to them that as death approached him, he crawled upon his chest (and managed) to slip in the land of mercy.

Jika lelaki yang pernah membunuh 100 orang manusia ini diterima taubatnya oleh Allah SWT,kenapa tidak kita merebut peluang ini juga?Kenapa kita tidak mahu bertaubat?Ingat,Syaitan sentiasa berusaha untuk melengah-lengahkan niat baik kita (Contoh : Kita mahu berubah,tapi Syaitan berbisik supaya kita menangguhkan niat kita).


Itu sahaja untuk kali ini.

Bertaubatlah.

Allah SWT Maha Penerima Taubat.

Kembalilah kepada-Nya.Carilah Ilmu.

Semoga kita semua diberikan petunjuk dan hidayah oleh-Nya.

Amin.

Assalamualaikum dan Selamat Beramal.

P/S : Ditulis sebagai peringatan kepada diri sendiri terutamanya.Sila betulkan jika ada salah silap.Maaf jika ada terkasar bahasa.Ambil jernih,buang keruh.Kongsikanlah link Penulisan ini dengan rakan-rakan/saudara-mara/keluarga yang lain.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Sajak Doa Orang Lapar – WS Rendra Ogos 16, 2009

Kelaparan adalah burung gagak
yang licik dan hitam
jutaan burung-burung gagak
bagai awan yang hitam

Allah !
burung gagak menakutkan
dan kelaparan adalah burung gagak
selalu menakutkan
kelaparan adalah pemberontakan
adalah penggerak gaib
dari pisau-pisau pembunuhan
yang diayunkan oleh tangan-tangan orang miskin

Kelaparan adalah batu-batu karang
di bawah wajah laut yang tidur
adalah mata air penipuan
adalah pengkhianatan kehormatan

Seorang pemuda yang gagah akan menangis tersedu
melihat bagaimana tangannya sendiri
meletakkan kehormatannya di tanah
karena kelaparan
kelaparan adalah iblis
kelaparan adalah iblis yang menawarkan kediktatoran

Allah !
kelaparan adalah tangan-tangan hitam
yang memasukkan segenggam tawas
ke dalam perut para miskin

Allah !
kami berlutut
mata kami adalah mata Mu
ini juga mulut Mu
ini juga hati Mu
dan ini juga perut Mu
perut Mu lapar, ya Allah
perut Mu menggenggam tawas
dan pecahan-pecahan gelas kaca

Allah !
betapa indahnya sepiring nasi panas
semangkuk sop dan segelas kopi hitam

Allah !
kelaparan adalah burung gagak
jutaan burung gagak
bagai awan yang hitam
menghalang pandangku
ke sorga Mu


(dari himpunan puisi Penyair.Wordpress)

(Sajak) Kesibukan – Zahari Hasib Januari 19, 2010

Kesibukan
ialah hantu yang mengejar
dan memburu kita
pada tiap petang dan malam.

Ia berlegar di rumah
mengepung di jalan raya
dan membelit di pejabat.
Justeru itu pegawai yang sibuk
pengurus yang sibuk
dan pemimpin yang sibuk
memerlukan beberapa setiausaha
termasuk seorang darinya mesti
perempuan cantik, manis dan ayu.

Kesibukan adalah gaya hidup zaman ini
tanpa sibuk-sibuk
kita akan dianggap sebagai
manusia yang tidak membuat kerja.

Mungkin agaknya petani tua di pendalaman
atau nelayan kurus
dipinggir pantai timur sahaja yang
kelihatan tenteram dan
dapat merasa aman
justeru kemiskinan serta penderitaan
hidup telah menjadikan mereka
tak punya waktu
sibuk!

Puisi Ketuk-Ketuk- DrMaza



Thursday, June 23, 2011

HELP - The Beatles

Help, I need somebody,
Help, not just anybody,
Help, you know I need someone, help.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me?

And now my life has changed in oh so many ways,
My independence seems to vanish in the haze.
But every now and then I feel so insecure,
I know that I just need you like I've never done before.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me.

When I was younger, so much younger than today,
I never needed anybody's help in any way.
But now these days are gone, I'm not so self assured,
Now I find I've changed my mind and opened up the doors.

Help me if you can, I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being round.
Help me, get my feet back on the ground,
Won't you please, please help me, help me, help me, oh.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

The Shawshank Redemption

I first saw this movie sometime in the mid 90's. At that time it was the best Morgan Freeman movie ever. Then bought VCR to rerun the movie again at home over and over. Unfortunately the VCR tape got spoilt maybe cos of too much rerun. Sometime early 2000 they play it on tv once but then no more. Been searching for it's cd high and low could find it. Now with this free web and all finally manage to download it. Suprisingly tonight, astro screen it and they even screen it in HD channel. For any of you who never had a chance to watch it, here I present you with the poster and a storyline of the movie. Enjoy reading...hehehe!


In 1947, Andy Dufresne (Tim Robbins), a banker in Maine, is convicted of murdering his wife and her lover, a golf pro. He is given two life sentences and sent to the notoriously harsh Shawshank Prison. Andy always claims his innocence, but his cold and measured demeanor led many to doubt his word.

During the first night, the chief guard, Byron Hadley (Clancy Brown), savagely beats a newly arrived inmate because of his crying and hysterics. The inmate later dies in the infirmary because the prison doctor had left for the night. Meanwhile Andy remained steadfast and composed. Ellis Redding (Morgan Freeman), also known as Red, bet against others that Andy would be the one to break down first and loses a considerable amount of cash.

About a month later, Andy approaches Red, who runs contraband inside the walls of Shawshank. He asks if Red could find him a rock hammer, an instrument he claims is necessary for his hobby of rock collecting and sculpting. Though other prisoners consider Andy "a really cold fish", Red sees something in Andy, and likes him from the start. Red believes Andy intends to use the hammer to engineer his escape in the future but when the tool arrived and he saw how small it was, Red put aside the thought that Andy could ever use it to dig his way out of prison.

Over the first two years of his incarceration, Andy works in the prison laundry. He attracts attention from "the Sisters", a group of prisoners who sexually assault other prisoners. Though he persistently resists and fights them, Andy is beaten and raped on a regular basis.

Red pulls some strings, and gets Andy and a few of their mutual friends a break by getting them all on a work detail tarring the roof of one of the prison's buildings. During the job Andy overhears Hadley complaining about having to pay taxes for an upcoming inheritance. Using his expertise as a banker, Andy lets Hadley know how he could shelter his money from the IRS, turning it into a one-time gift for his wife. He said he'd assist in exchange for some cold beers for his fellow inmates while on the tarring job. Though he at first threatens to throw Andy off the roof, Hadley, the most brutal guard in the prison, agrees, providing the men with cold beer before the job is finished. Red remarks that Andy may have engineered the privilege to build favor with the prison guards as much as with his fellow inmates, but Red also thinks Andy did it simply to "feel free." Warden Samuel Norton (Bob Gunton) hears about Andy helped Hadley and uses a surprise cell inspection to size Andy up.

Soon, after asking Red for "Rita Hayworth", Andy once more encountered the Sisters and is brutally beaten, putting him in the infirmary for a month. Boggs, the leader of the Sisters, spends a week in solitary. When he comes out, he finds Hadley and his men waiting in his cell. They beat him so badly he's left paralyzed, transferred to a prison hospital upstate, and the Sisters never bothered Andy again. When Andy got out of the infirmary, he finds a bunch of rocks and a poster of Rita Hayworth in his cell: presents from Red and his buddies.

The warden meets with Andy and sends him to work with aging inmate Brooks Hatlen (James Whitmore) in the prison library, where he sets up a make-shift desk to provide services to other guards (and the warden himself) with income tax returns and other financial advice. His practice became so appreciated that even guards from other prisons, when they came for inter-prison baseball matches, sought Andy's financial advice. Andy even ends up doing Norton's taxes the next season.

Andy sees an opportunity to expand the prison library, starting with asking the Maine state senate for funds. After six years of writing letters, Andy receives $200 from the state for the library, along with a collection of old books and records. Though the state Senate thinks this will be enough to get Andy to halt his letter-writing campaign, however, he is undaunted and doubles his efforts.

When the donations of old books and records arrive at the warden's office, Andy finds a copy of Mozart's "The Marriage of Figaro" among the records. He locks the guard assigned to the warden's office in the bathroom and plays the record on a phonograph over the prison's PA system. The entire prison seems captivated by the music - Red remarks that the voices of the women in the intro made everyone feel free, if only for a brief time. Outside the office, Norton appears, furious at the act of defiance and orders Andy to turn off the record player. Andy reaches for the needle arm at first, then turns the volume on the phonograph up. The warden orders Hadley to break into the office and Andy is sent immediately to solitary confinement for two weeks. When he gets out, he tells his friends that it was the "easiest time" stretch ever did in the hole because he thought of Mozart's Figaro. When the other prisoners tell him how unlikely that could be, he tells them that hope can sustain them. Red is not convinced and leaves, bitter at the thought.

With the enlarged library and more materials, Andy begins to teach those inmates who want to receive their high school diplomas. Not long afterward, Brooks threatens to kill another prisoner, Heywood, in order to avoid being paroled. Andy is able to talk him down and Brooks is paroled. He goes to a halfway house but finds it impossible to adjust to life outside the prison. He eventually commits suicide. When his friends suggest that he was crazy for doing so, Red tells them that Brooks had obviously become "institutionalized", essentially conditioned to be a prisoner for the rest of his life and unable to adapt to the outside world. Red remarks "at first you hate these walls, then you get used to 'em." After Andy is able to secure a steady stream of funding from various sources, the library is further renovated and named for Brooks.

Warden Norton profits on Andy's knowledge of bookkeeping and devises a scheme whereby he put prison inmates to work in public projects which he won by outbidding other contractors (cheap labor from the prisoners). Occasionally, he let others get some contracts if they bribe him. Andy launders money for the warden by setting up many accounts in different banks, along with several investments, using a fake identity: "Randall Stephens". He shared the details only with his friend, Red, noting that he had to "go to prison to learn how to be a criminal."

In 1965, a young prisoner named Tommy (Gil Bellows) comes to Shawshank. Andy suggests that Tommy take up another line of work besides theft. The suggestion really gets to Tommy and he works on achieving his high school equivalency diploma. Though Tommy is a good student, he is still frustrated when he takes the exam itself, crumpling it up and tossing it in the trash. Andy retrieves it and sends it in.

One day Red tells Tommy about Andy's case. Tommy is visibly upset at hearing Andy's story and tells Andy and Red that he had a cellmate in another prison who boasted about killing a man who was a pro golfer at the country club he worked at, along with his lover. The woman's husband, a banker, had gone to prison for those murders. With this new information, Andy, full of hope, meets with the warden's, expecting he could help him get another trial with Tommy as a witness. The reaction from Norton is completely contrary to what Andy hoped for. Andy says emphatically that he would never reveal the money laundering schemes he had set up for Norton over the years - the warden becomes furious and orders him to solitary for a month. The warden later meets with Tommy alone and asks him if he'll testify on Andy's behalf. Tommy enthusiastically agrees and the warden has him shot dead by Hadley.

When the warden visits Andy in solitary, he tells him that Tommy was killed while attempting escape. Andy tells Norton that the financial schemes will stop. The warden counters, saying the library will be destroyed and all it's materials burned. Andy will also lose his private cell and be sent to the block with the most hardened criminals. The warden gives Andy another month in solitary.

Afterwards, Andy returns to the usual daily life at Shawshank, a seemingly broken man. One day he talks to Red, about how although he didn't kill his wife, his personality drove her away, which led to her infidelity and death. He says if he's ever freed or escapes, he'd like to go to Zihuatanejo, a beach town on the Pacific coast of Mexico. He also tells Red how he got engaged. He and his future wife went up to a farm in Buxton, Maine, to a large oak tree at the end of a stone wall. The two made love under the tree, after which he proposed to her. He tells Red that, if he should ever be paroled, he should look for that field, and that oak tree. There, under a large black volcanic rock that would look out of place, Andy has buried a box that he wants Red to have. Andy refuses to reveal what might be in that box.

Later, Andy asks for a length of rope, leading Red and his buddies to suspect he will commit suicide. At the end of the day, Norton asks Andy to shine his shoes for him and put his suit in for dry-cleaning before retiring for the night.

The following morning, Andy is not accounted for as usual from his cell. At the same time, Norton becomes alarmed when he finds Andy's shoes in his shoebox instead of his own. He rushes to Andy's cell and demands an explanation. Hadley brings in Red, but Red insists he knows nothing of Andy's plans. Becoming increasing hostile and paranoid, Norton starts throwing Andy's sculpted rocks around the cell. When he throws one at Andy's poster of Raquel Welch (where it used to hold Marilyn Monroe and Rita Hayworth before), the rock punches through and into the wall. Norton tears the poster away from the wall and finds a tunnel just wide enough for a man to crawl through.

During the previous nights thunderstorm, Andy wore Norton's shoes to his cell, catching a lucky break when no one notices. He packs some papers and Norton's clothes into a plastic bag, tied it to himself with the rope he'd asked for, and escapes through his hole. The tunnel he'd excavated led him to a space between two walls of the prison where he found a sewer main line. Using a rock, he hits it in time with the lightning strikes and eventually burst it. Crawling through 500 yards in the pipe and through the raw sewage contained in it, Andy emerged in a brook outside the walls. A search team later found his uniform and his rock hammer which had been worn nearly to nothing.

That morning, Andy walks into the Maine National Bank in Portland, where he had put Warden Norton's money. Using his assumed identity as Randall Stephens, and with all the necessary documentation, he walked out with a cashier's check. Before he leaves, he asks them to drop a package in the mail. He continues his visitations to nearly a dozen other local banks, ending up with some $370,000. The package contained Warden Norton's account books which were delivered straight to the Portland Daily Bugle newspaper.

Not long after, the police storms Shawshank Prison. Hadley is arrested for murder; Red said he was taken away "crying like a little girl". Warden Norton finally opens the safe, which he hadn't touched since Andy escaped, and instead of his books, he finds the Bible he had given Andy. Norton opens it to the book of Exodus and finds that the pages have been cut out in the shape of Andy's rock hammer. Norton walks back to his desk as the police pound on his door, takes out a small revolver and shoots himself under the chin. Red remarks that he wondered if the warden thought, right before pulling the trigger, how "Andy could ever have gotten the best of him."

Shortly after, Red receives a postcard from Fort Hancock, Texas, with nothing written on it. Red takes it as a sign that Andy made it into Mexico to freedom. Red and his buddies would spend their time talking about Andy's exploits (with a lot of embellishments), but Red just missed his friend.

At Red's next parole hearing in 1967, he talked to the parole board about how "rehabilitated" was a made-up word, and how he regretted his actions of the past. His parole is granted this time. He goes to work at a grocery store, and stays at the same halfway house room Brooks had stayed in. He frequently walks by a pawn shop, which had several guns and compasses in the window. At times he would contemplate trying to get back into prison, but he remembered the promise he had made to Andy.

One day, with a compass he bought from the pawn shop, he followed Andy's instructions, hitchhiking to Buxton and arriving at the stone wall Andy described. Just like Andy said, there was a large black stone. Under it was a small box containing a large sum of cash and instructions to find him. He said he needed somebody "who could get things" for a "project" of his.

Red violates parole and leaves the halfway house, unconcerned since no one would really do an extensive manhunt for "an old crook like [him]." He takes a bus to Fort Hancock, where he crosses into Mexico. The two friends are finally reunited on the beach of Zihuatanejo on the Pacific coast.

FIREFOX-IE9-CHROME

Amik kau..dua post sekali ri ni. Masuk ni tiga. Rasa nak pecahkan PC nih. dah berminggu-minggu aku cuba nak post kat blog nih tapi menghadapi kefailureran. ku rongkah-rongkah setiap sudut dan inci blog sampai fed-up dan give-up hinggalah ke hari ini.hampir-hampir saja ku deletekan blog kesayangan ku. stress!

kelik la punya kelik...ku delete berkali-kali setiap cache yang ada....last option ku google (sepatutnya dari awal lagi...hish ku kira ku pandai dan advance rupanya bodosh jg aku ini) nasib baik gatal tangan aku nak google ri ni.

The question was : "cannot publish post in blog" antara answernya

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Huhhh! Patutlah. Ni yang aku menyampah guna IE nih. Dah la terpaksa guna IE sebab Firefox asik hang jer lepas upgrade to Firefox 4. Dan orang-orang kat sini mostly masih guna IE7. OMGGGGG!! Kononnya aku ni advance la bila upgrade to IE9 alih2 hampeh. Seb baikla ada google chrome tu pun sebab nak download Angry Bird. hahahahha...Atlast solution found.

Nantikanla kembali post-post di blog Mata-Jiwa-Cinta ini..

Tq Chrome...u're the best so far..

Adioss for now!!

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Petua Mencuci Hati

Segala aspek kehidupan ini bermula daripada hati. Oleh itu di bawah ini ada beberapa cara bagaimana hendak mencuci hati. Diolah oleh pakar motivasi Datuk Dr. Haji Fadzilah Kamsah.

1. Dirikan solat dan banyakkan berdo'a – Ini adalah salah satu kaedah yang sungguh berkesan. Semasa berdo'a turut katakan "Ya,Allah jadikan hatiku bersih"

2. Selawat keatas Nabi Muhammad s.a.w paling minima 100 X sebelum tidur – Ini merupakan satu pelaburan yang mudah dan murah. Disamping dosa-dosa diampunkan, otak tenang, murah rezeki, orang sayangkan kita dan mencetuskan semua perkara kebaikan.

3. Solat taubat – Selain daripada memohon keampunan, dapat mencuci hati dan menenangkan minda.

4. Membaca Al-Quran – Selain dapat mencuci hati juga menenangkan jiwa, penyembuh, penenang, terapi. Sekurang- kurangnya bacalah "Qulhu-allah" sebanyak 3X.

5. Berma'af-ma'afan sesama kawan setiap hari.

6. Bisikan kepada diri perkara yang positif – Jangan sesekali mengkritik, kutuk diri sendiri, merendah-rendahkan kebolehan diri sendiri.katakan lah "Aku sebenarnya......(perkara yang elok-elok belaka)

7. Program minda/cuci minda – Paling baik pada waktu malam sebelum tidur, senyum, pejam mata, katakan di dalam hati : "Ya, Allah cuci otak aku, cuci hatiku, esok aku nak jadi baik, berjaya, ceria, bersemangat, aktif, positif". Menurut kajian psikologi, apa yang disebut sebelum tidur dapat dirakamkan sepanjang tidur sehingga keesokan harinya – cubalah!!

8. Berpuasa – Sekiranya dalam berpuasa terhindar dari melakukan perkara-perkara kejahatan.

9. Mengingati mati – Sekiranya hendak melakukan sesuatu kejahatan, tidak sampai hati kerana bimbang akan mati bila- bila masa.

10. Kekalkan wuduk.

11. Bersedekah.

12. Belanja orang makan.

13. Jaga makanan – jangan makan makanan yang shubhah.(diragui halal dan haramnya.)

14. Berkawan dengan ulama'.

15. Berkawan dengan orang miskin (menginsafi.)

16. Pesan pada orang, jadi baik.

17. Menjaga pacaindera (mata, telinga, mulut dan lain-lain.)

DI MANAKAH HENDAK DICARI KETENANGAN HAKIKI?

Seseorang bertanya bagaimanakah beliau dapat mencari kebahagiaan yang hakiki dalam menghadapi hidup yang mencabar. Apakah itu sakinah dalam kehidupan?

Sebenarnya, saya sendiri gerun untuk menjawabnya kerana ketenangan dan ketenteraman jiwa yang sebenar tidak boleh sesiapa pun berikan melainkan hanya Allah. Hanya insan-insan yang benar-benar mendampingi diri kepada Allah akan menikmatinya. Saya juga seperti yang bertanya, berusaha mencari dan ingin memperolehinya.

Saya merenung kata-kata al-Imam Ibn Qayyim al-Jauziyyah (meninggal 751H) dalam kitab kerohaniannya yang terkenal ‘Madarij al-Salikin’. Suatu kata-kata yang terbit dari ilmu dan pengalaman kerohanian yang dalam. Kata beliau:

“Dalam jantung hati ada keserabutan yang tidak dapat dibersihkan melainkan dengan mengadap Allah, padanya ada kesunyian yang tidak dapat dihilangkan melainkan perdampingan dengan Allah, padanya ada dukacita yang tidak dapat ditanggalkan kecuali dengan kegembiraan mengenali Allah dan ketulusan berhubungan denganNya, padanya ada kegusaran yang tidak ditenangkan melainkan bersama Allah dan kembali kepadaNya, padanya ada api kedukaan yang tidak dapat dipadamkan melainkan redha dengan perintah, larangan dan ketentuan Allah, menghayati kesabaran sehingga bertemuNya, padanya ada kefakiran yang tidak dapat ditampung melainkan dengan cinta dan penyerahan diri kepada Allah, sentiasa mengingatiNya, keikhlasan yang benar kepadaNya”.



Penawar
Itulah penawar bagi jantung hati insan. Itu ubat bagi nurani insan. Dunia dan segala isinya tidak akan dapat membawa kebahagiaan ke dalam sanubari insani, jika insan itu tidak mengenali Allah, mendampingiNya, memohon daripadaNya, merintih dan menangis di hadapan kebesaranNya. Insan telah mencuba pelbagai perkara dalam kehidupan, tetapi mereka tetap gagal menemui sakinah, kebahagian dan ketenangan yang hakiki selagi mereka tidak kembali menyerah jiwa raga, ruh dan jasad tunduk dalam sedu dan syahdu mengingati dan bertawakkal kepada Allah.

Manusia mungkin boleh menawarkan harta, wanita dan kuasa, namun belum tentu bersamanya bahagia. Justeru, seorang yang tinggal dalam rumah yang indah dan mewah, belum tentu lebih bahagia dan tenteram jiwa dari seorang yang tinggal di rumah yang usang dan buruk. Seorang wanita yang bersuami orang kaya belum tentu lebih bahagia dari seorang wanita yang bersuami lelaki biasa. Seorang yang beristeri cantik, belum tentu lebih bahagia dari yang beristeri tidak seberapa. Bahkan yang dihidangkan makanan lazat, belum tentu dapat menikmatinya melebihi seorang yang hanya dihidang makanan kebanyakan. Maka, jangan hairan jika negara-negara maju dan kaya seperti Perancis, Germany, Jepun, Austria peratusan rakyat mereka yang membunuh diri tinggi. Kebahagiaan bukan soal harta, tetapi soal jiwa insani yang kahausan kasih dan cinta ilahi.

Al-Quran dan al-Sunnah membimbing insan dalam mencari kebahagian yang hakiki ini. Allah menyebut: (maksudnya)


“Wahai manusia! Sesungguhnya telah datang kepada satu nasihat pengajaran dari Tuhan kamu, dan yang menjadi penawar bagi apa (penyakit-penyakit) yang ada dalam dada kamu, dan juga menjadi petunjuk serta membawa rahmat bagi orang-orang yang beriman”. (Surah Yunus, 57).

Nabi s.a.w pula menyebut:


“Sesiapa yang akhirat itu tujuan utamanya, maka Allah jadikan kekayaannya dalam jiwanya. Allah mudahkan segala urusannya dan dunia akan datang kepadanya dengan hina (iaitu dalam keadaan dirinya mulia). Sesiapa yang menjadikan dunia itu tujuan utamanya, maka Allah akan letakkan kefakirannya antara kedua matanya. Allah cerai beraikan urusannya, dan dunia pula tidak datang kepadanya melainkan dengan apa yang ditakdirkan untuknya (iaitu dalam keadaan dirinya hina)”. (Riwayat al-Tirmizi, dinilai hasan oleh al-Albani).

Sakinah

Mengetahui agama belum tentu menjadikan seseorang mendekatkan diri kepada Allah. Betapa banyak insan yang memakai pelbagai gelaran agama, namun mereka gagal mendampingkan diri kepada Allah. Maka, untuk mencari kebahagian dan sakinah, insan bukan sekadar berilmu, tetapi hendaklah mengikhlaskan diri kepada Allah, menyerah dan bergantung kepadaNya. Apabila jiwa bersih dari sebarang unsur syirik, apabila ditanggalkan dari nurani ini kebesaran dan pergantungan kepada makhluk, ditempatkan hakikat tawakal kepada Allah, apabila insan sentiasa berdoa; rintihan, harapan, rayuan, esakan dan tangisan kepada Allah, dilontar jauh segala perharapan jiwa kepada selainNya, maka insan akan menemui hakikat kenikmatan hidup.



Apabila zahir dalam kehidupannya apa yang dia sering kita ungkapkan dalam Surah al-Fatihah: “Hanya Engkau kami sembah dan hanya Engkau kami mohon pertolongan”, maka zahir keyakinan hidup dan kenikmatan yang tiada bertebing bagi sebuah diari yang singkat ini. Moga kenikmatan yang lebih besar di akhirat menanti. Apabila zahir hakikat ini dalam hidup, lahirlah kehidupan yang berprinsip, dibukakan laluan kehidupan dan sentiasa dibimbing dalam menuju garis penamat riwayat dunia ini. Lahirlah insan soleh yang kakinya memijak bumi, jiwanya bergantung pada Allah. Lahirlah insan soleh yang siangnya bagaikan perwira yang tangkas, namun dalam kesunyian malam dia adalah hamba yang kusyuk dan penuh sendu dan tangis merintih dan merayu kepada Allah Yang Esa.

Apabila sakinah itu Allah berikan dalam kehidupan seseorang, segala rintangan amat kecil kerana dia sedang bersandar kepada yang Maha Agung dan Maha Besar. Kata al-Imam Ibn al-Qayyim:

“Sakinah: ketenteraman dan ketenangan hati nurani. Asalnya dalam hati nurani dan zahir kesannya pada anggota” ( Ibn Qayyim al-Jauziyyah, Tibb al-Qulub 237. Damsyik: Dar al-Qalam).

Demikian sakinah itu hadir dalam jiwa Nabi Ibrahim a.s. ketika dia dilontarkan ke dalam api, hadir dalam jiwa Nabi Musa a.s. ketika dia dikepung oleh Firaun. Demikian kepada sekelian para nabi, terutama nabi kita Muhammad s.a.w. Firman Allah (maksudnya):


“Kalau kamu tidak menolongnya (Nabi Muhammad) maka sesungguhnya Allah telahpun menolongnya, iaitu ketika kaum kafir (di Makkah) mengeluarkannya (dari Mekah) sedang dia salah seorang dari dua (Abu Bakar) semasa mereka berlindung dalam sebuah gua, ketika dia berkata kepada sahabatnya: “Janganlah engkau berdukacita, sesungguhnya Allah bersama kita”. Maka Allah menurunkan sakinah ke atasnya (Nabi s.a.w) dan menguatkannya dengan bantuan tentera yang kamu tidak melihatnya. Dan Allah menjadikan seruan (syirik) orang-orang kafir terkebawah (hina), dan kalimah Allah (Islam) itulah yang tertinggikerana Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana” (Surah al-Taubah, 40).

Demikian sakinah diturunkan ke dalam hati nurani mereka yang beriman dalam kalangan sahabah Nabi s.a.w yang berjuang pada jalan Allah dan menghadapi cabaran. Firman Allah: (maksudnya)


“Dialah Yang menurunkan sakinah ke dalam hati nurani orang-orang yang beriman (semasa mereka marah terhadap angkara musuh) supaya bertambah iman beserta iman mereka yang sedia ada; dan Allah mempunyai tentera langit dan bumi (untuk menolong mereka); dan Allah adalah Maha Mengetahui, lagi Maha Bijaksana”. (Surah al-Fath, 4).

Apabila sakinah itu turun ke dalam jiwa mukmin, tindakan dan bicara mereka melambangkan tindakan dan bicara insan yang berprinsip dan matang. Berbeza dengan musuh atau pihak yang tiada sakinah dalam bicara dan tindakan mereka. Allah menyebut hal ini: (maksudnya)


“Ketika orang-orang yang kafir itu menimbulkan perasaan sombong angkuh yang ada dalam jantung hati mereka -perasaan sombong angkuh secara jahiliyah-, lalu Allah menurunkan sakinah kepada RasulNya dan kepada orang-orang yang beriman, serta meminta mereka tetap berpegang kepada “kalimah Taqwa”, sedang mereka (di sisi Allah) adalah orang-orang yang sangat berhak dengan kalimah itu serta menjadi ahlinya. dan (ingatlah), Allah itu Maha mengetahui akan tiap-tiap sesuatu” (Surah al-Fath, 26).

Itulah sakinah yang telah Allah turunkan kepada para nabi a.s. dan kepada golongan mukminan yang berjuang mendapatkan redha Allah.

Maka, dalam menelusuri hidup yang mencabar, di zaman yang penuh fitnah ini, tiada yang dapat mententeramkan jiwa kecuali bila Allah menurunkan kebahagiaan dari sisiNya kepada kita. Kata Ibn al-Qayyim dalam Tibb al-Qulub sebab yang membawa seorang kepada sakinah ialah perasaan perdampingan (muraqabah) dengan Allah seakan dia melihat Allah. Apabila perasaan itu bertambah, maka bertambahlah rasa cinta, tunduk, kusyuk, takut dan harap kepadaNya.

Kita mungkin tidak dapat menyelak cabaran dan ujian dalam hidup. Manusia yang zalim dan jahat mungkin cuba merampas pelbagai hak kita dalam kehidupan, namun mereka tidak akan dapat merampas kebahagian dalam jiwa kita kerana sakinah adalah kurniaan Allah yang diturunkan dalam jiwa mukmin. Kita mungkin tidak dapat bersaingan dengan orang lain di sudut kekayaan dunia dan kenikmatannya, tetapi kita sentiasa berpeluang mendapat sakinah jika memohon dan mencarinya di sisi Allah.