Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Happy New Year 2014




Well....it's just few more hours to go.  At exactly 0000 hrs it'll be Wednesday.  It is just another ordinary day. Nothing special about it.  Just as usual, another day of the week but it's different cos it's new day in a new month in a new year.    For those who love setting up New year's resolution, how much have you accomplished it....100%, 80, 50 20 or none? hehehe! It's okay if you haven't achieve it...just change the date to next year.. :D or create a new one.

How time flies.  This will mean we'll aged a year older.  Hopefully this coming New Year 2014, will be better. Wishing this coming New Year 2014 will bring joy and happiness to all with high hopes.  Hopefully everything will change for better.

May Allah bless us always and grants us good health for us to be a better person...aminnnn.




Friday, November 15, 2013

Park Hyo Shin - It's You Lyrics (Marry Him If You Dare OST)


ROMANIZATION LYRICS

geudaen moreujyo geudael saranghaneun nugungareul
onjongil gyeoteseo baraboneundedo moreugo itjyo

geudaen moreujyo geudael moksumboda saranghaneun
babo gateun sarameul

It's you saranghandamnida geuge nae jinsimimnida
geudaen moreugo sarado oneuldo nae mameun geudaeppunimnida
naega saranghaneun han saram It's you

naneun moreujyo geudael saranghaneun geotman aljyo
apeun sarangira haedo

It's you saranghandamnida geuge nae jinsimimnida
geudaen moreugo sarado oneuldo nae mameun geudaeppunimnida
naega saranghaneun han saram

naegen majimak han saram nae mameul gajin han saram
naneun geudaeman araseo oneuldo sarangeul gidaril geomnida
saranghaneun han saram It's you

geudaeman araseo beorijil motaeseo nunmuri namnida
saranghaneun han saram

geudaen moreujyo geudaeboda geudael saranghaneun babo gateun sarameul

KOREAN LYRICS

그댄 모르죠 그댈 사랑하는 누군가를 
온종일 곁에서 바라보는데도 모르고있죠

그댄 모르죠 그댈 목숨보다 사랑하는 
바보같은 사람을

It's you 사랑한답니다 그게 내진심입니다
그댄 모르고 살아도 오늘도 내맘은 그대뿐입니다
내가 사랑하는 한사람 It's you

나는 모르죠 그댈 사랑하는 것만 알죠 
아픈사랑이라 해도

It's you 사랑한답니다 그게 내진심입니다 
그댄 모르고 살아도 오늘도 내 맘은 그대뿐입니다
내가사랑하는 한사람

내겐 마지막 한 사람 내 맘을 가진 한 사람 
나는 그대만 알아서 오늘도 사랑을 기다릴 겁니다
사랑하는 한사람 It's you

그대만 알아서 버리질 못해서 눈물이 납니다 
사랑하는 한 사람

그댄 모르죠 그대보다 그댈 사랑하는 바보 같은 사람을

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

You don’t know – even when someone who loves you
Is looking at you all day by your side, you don’t know
You don’t know about
The person who loves you more than life itself
It’s you, I love you, that’s my true heart

Even if you don’t know, again today, my heart has only you
The one person that I love, it’s you
I don’t know but I only know how to love you
Even if it’s a painful love

It’s you, I love you, that’s my true heart
Even if you don’t know, again today, my heart has only you
The one person that I love, it’s you

The one person who is my last, the one person who has my heart
I only know you so again today, I will wait for love
The one person that I love, it’s you

Because I only know you, because I can’t cast you away, tears come
The one person that I love
You don’t know about the foolish person

Who loves you more than you love yourself

Korean: music daum
Rom: jk-poplyrics.com

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Feeling Disappointed...

Something to share....

http://syedsoutsidethebox.blogspot.com/2013/10/pemandu-director-rm49000-assistant.html

Pemandu Director RM49,000, Assistant Director RM31,600, Senior Manager RM21,000, CEO Agensi Inovasi RM69,000, CEO SPAD RM58,500**, CEO Talentcorp RM35,000

M'sian Budget increased only 1.5% (RM250b to RM264b)

PM's Dept budget meletup 13% pula !! 

Contract staff, Pemandu directors paid more than Chief Secretary, says MP of spending spike 


KUALA LUMPUR, Oct 29 — An MP pointed today to the high salaries of contract staff in the federal government as an example of profligacy, citing as examples how senior appointments were paid as much as RM69,000 a month while a Performance Management & Delivery Unit (PEMANDU) director can command RM49,000.

Serdang MP Ong Kian Ming said such high wages — more than that of the Chief Secretary — had contributed to the 13 per cent increase in the budget for the prime minister’s department.

“In a parliamentary reply I received on the 1st of October, I was informed that the yearly salary, allowance and the bonus of the CEO of Agensi Inovasi Malaysia (AIM) was RM830,500 which works out to approximately a monthly salary of RM69,000,” said Ong in a statement here.

He said the government had also revealed that the CEO of the Land Transport Commission was paid RM40,000 a month, a yearly allowance of RM162,000 and a bonus of RM60,000**.

The CEO of TalentCorp, according to him, receives a monthly salary of RM30,000 and a monthly car allowance of RM5,000.

“All these CEOs are paid monthly salaries which are higher than the monthly salary of the highest paid civil servant which is the Chief Secretary which has a maximum monthly salary of RM23,577,” he added.

In addition to that, staff in Prime Minister’s Department agencies—who are mostly on contract—are also paid higher than their civil servant equivalents.

“For example, a director at PEMANDU — which is equivalent to a JUSA A/B civil servant — has a maximum salary of RM49,000 a month, an associate director at PEMANDU — equivalent to a JUSA C civil servant — has a maximum salary of RM31,600 a month while a senior manager —  equivalent to a Grade 54 civil servant — has a maximum salary of RM21,000 a month,” he explained.

Other agencies under the department include the Iskandar Regional Development Authority, the East Coast Economic Region Development Council, the Northern Corridor Implementation Authority, the Malaysian Industry Government Group for High Technology, and the Unit Peneraju Agenda Bumiputera. 

Ong also called on Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Razak to stop creating new agencies such as Yayasan Hijau and the Malaysian Global Innovation and Creativity Center which overlaps with some other existing agencies such as the Sustainable Energy Development Authority, AIM and the Malaysian Productivity Council.

The allocation for the Prime Minister’s Department has ballooned by 13 per cent from last year, compared to the 1.5 per cent increase of total budget from RM250 billion to RM264 billion.

- See more at: http://www.themalaymailonline.com/malaysia/article/some-contract-staff-paid-higher-than-chief-secretary-claims-mp#sthash.PZjqFmza.dpuf

My comments : They say if you pay peanuts you will get monkeys. The issue here is if you pay the monkeys pistacchio nuts will they be any less monkeys? They will still be monkeys.

Malaysia is now safely on its way to the Club of Doom. At this rate the gomen is going to go bust. There will not be any more money left over to pay even the real Civil Servants salaries. 

How much economic growth has all this spending generated? How much new wealth has been created in the economy. The economic growth forecasts have been reduced, not increased. 

Despite the PM's Department throwing so much of our taxpayers money down the drain. 

Talentcorp CEO paid RM30,000 per month? For doing what? Talentcorp has become a car AP agency. They offer Malaysians who left the country for "greener pastures" overseas two APs to bring in two cars duty free. They also offer these 'greener pasture' Malaysians a minimum 15% income tax bracket.

Why do you reward people who could not cut it inside Malaysia and left the country? And they are returning back to Malaysia because the grass is now turning brown overseas.  The grass in Malaysia is now turning greener for them.

Why? Because there are millions of people like us who stayed behind in Malaysia and worked hard for this country. We never left our country for greener pastures overseas. Bukan tak boleh pun. But we decided to stay behind and build our own country. 

And for doing this the stupid gomen rewards those who left the country with two APs and a 15% tax bracket !! 

There is no bottom to how stupid this gomen can become. Just when you thought they had hit the bottom they can dig a hole and sink further to the bottom.

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

GUMMY – Day And Night (낮과 밤) Master of Sun OST



Hangul 가사 & Romanization Lyrics
어디 있는지 무얼 하고 있는지
eodi inneunji mueol hago inneunji
그대 생각에 바뀌어 버린 낮과 밤
geudae saenggage bakkwieo beorin natgwa bam
눈 앞이 어지러워져 머리는 소란스러워
nun api eojireowojyeo meorineun soranseureowo
순간이라도 그댈 볼 때면
sunganirado geudael bol ttaemyeon
얼마나 더 많이 사랑해야지 내 맘을 알까요
eolmana deo manhi saranghaeyaji nae mameul alkkayo
얼마나 시간이 지나가야지 날 사랑 할 까요
eolmana sigani jinagayaji nal sarang hal kkayo
눈물이 늘 많은 나라서 말도 못 하는 바보라서
nunmuri neul manheun naraseo maldo mot haneun baboraseo
가슴이 아파
gaseumi apa
오늘은 어제보다 조금 긴 하루
oneureun eojeboda jogeum gin haru
어디 있어도 무얼 하고 있어도
eodi isseodo mueol hago isseodo
그대와 나는 만날 수 없는 낮과 밤
geudaewa naneun mannal su eomneun natgwa bam
걸음이 흔들거려져 들킬지 몰라 숨 죽여
georeumi heundeulgeoryeojyeo deulkilji molla sum jugyeo
손 끝이라도 그댈 스치면
son kkeuchirado geudael seuchimyeon
얼마나 더 많이 사랑해야지 내 맘을 알까요
eolmana deo manhi saranghaeyaji nae mameul alkkayo
얼마나 시간이 지나가야지 날 사랑 할 까요
eolmana sigani jinagayaji nal sarang hal kkayo
눈물이 늘 많은 나라서 말도 못 하는 바보라서
nunmuri neul manheun naraseo maldo mot haneun baboraseo
가슴이 아파
gaseumi apa
오늘은 어제보다 조금 긴 하루
oneureun eojeboda jogeum gin haru
내일이 와 다시 또 그대 뒤에서
naeiri wa dasi tto geudae dwieseo
혼자 바라본대도
honja barabondaedo
그래도 난 좋은데 행복해 할 수 있는데
geuraedo nan joheunde haengbokhae hal su inneunde
얼마나 사랑해야지 내 맘을 알까요
eolmana saranghaeyaji nae mameul alkkayo
얼마나 시간이 지나가야지 날 사랑 할 까요
eolmana sigani jinagayaji nal sarang hal kkayo
눈물이 늘 많은 나라서 말도 못 하는 바보라서
nunmuri neul manheun naraseo maldo mot haneun baboraseo
가슴이 아파
gaseumi apa
오늘은 어제보다 조금 긴 하루
oneureun eojeboda jogeum gin haru
English Translation
Where you are, what are you doing
The day and night has switched by the thoughts of you
The sight is dizzy, head is noisy
Even the moment I look at you
How much do I need to love you more so that you know about it
How much of time has to be passed for you to love me
I have so much tears, I’m a fool who can’t even talk
My heart aches
Today is little longer day than yesterday
Wherever I am, doing whatever
Day and night that I can’t meet with you
I keep my breath down worrying that you might find me by my shaky steps
Even my fingertips touch you
How much do I need to love you more so that you know about it
How much of time has to be passed for you to love me
I have so much tears, I’m a fool who can’t even talk
My heart aches
Today is little longer day than yesterday
Tomorrow comes, behind you again
Even I’m the only one staring
I like that, I can be happy
How much do I need to love you more so that you know about it
How much of time has to be passed for you to love me
I have so much tears, I’m a fool who can’t even talk
My heart aches
Today is little longer day than yesterday

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

How to Deal With Backstabbers


They might say they're your "best friends," but the moment your back is turned, they lie about you to others. No one wants to be hurt in this way, but how do you deal with them? Perhaps the following tips can help.

Steps 

1.  All backstabbers share a common denominator; they all want something from you. Whether it is money, homework, a house to trash, your computer, your style, practically anything, varies from person to person.


2.  Be aware of your surroundings. If you have a bad feeling about somebody, listen to your instincts! 

 3. Pay attention to red flags:




*  If somebody betrays you, don't trust that person again without extensive consideration.



*  If the other person doesn't have friends of his or her own, there may be a reason. Perhaps other people know something that you don't.


*  If someone is mean to you one minute and nice to you the next, there is definitely something wrong.




4 . If someone is too aggressive or tries too hard to sell you on something, he or she is likely setting you up.




5. Trust your real friends. They're here to help you.




6.  Notice the other person's work ethic. If he or she is lazy and irresponsible, stay away from the person as far as anything that requires hard work goes. If you work hard, he or she will use you in a heartbeat!




7. Notice how they treat the things you care about. For instance if you really care about your room's cleanliness and you've explained this to them but they still come over, throw their backpack on the ground, take their shoes off in the middle of the room and so on; this means they don't really care about you.




8.  Try to detect from an early stage what the backstabber is interested in sucking from you.




9. If the backstabber persists in pestering you, either ignore them or tell them dispassionately that you do not want to do (insert activity here). Be polite, but extremely firm. If they detect a weakness in your firmness, they will try as hard as they can to puncture it.



Tips
  • Treat him/her like you would any other snake. Be polite when in his/her area but keep to the path, and maintain your distance.
  • Don't rely on the backstabber for anything; even the tiniest of things. In this way, you will avoid situations where you owe him/her a favor. This technique takes patience, practice and goes completely against your better nature. The backstabber will get the hint and move on the next sucker/victim.
  • Don't hesitate to ask questions. If somebody seems shady in any perspective, ask them about it but pay close attention to their answers. More often than not, they will try to pull one over you.
  • Try to avoid revenge. This will create more problems. But if you simply have to get even, remember that the best revenge in this case would be hanging out with your best friends right in front of their face.
  • If you can't stand being around him/her, try breaking off the friendship without out rightly telling them you don't want to be friends (for example, "drift away" from the friendship and let it fizzle out).
  • There is a difference between friends and acquaintances. This means that even though he might be fun to talk at in classroom or at lunch, he might not be the kind of person you would like to hang out with after school.
  • Also do not tell them any secret that you want kept hidden, as they will tell it to another one of their "friends" the moment it will gain them something.
  • A person who always verbally reminds you that you're his or her friend is usually someone who has an invisible dagger in his or her hand. Watch out when he or she hugs you.
  • Make sure not to reduce to his level by saying untrue and bad things about him behind his back (this is a huge no-no!) as it will only spur him to action against you.
  • Get away from these people as soon as possible and convince others not to associate with them. Just say that 'they aren't the best person to hang out with.' Take care if you choose to do that.
  • Don't talk to the backstabbers friends, they could be spies.
  • Do not get angry when he stabs you in the back. Realize from the start it will happen eventually. Don't form any deep relationship with him. He'll suck you dry.
  • Never let the backstabber know that he/she has gotten to you.
  • And don't confront him, just smile knowingly and take action to prevent further damage.
  • Be careful when you talk to backstabbers, they might be recording you.
  • Do not underestimate his power. Try not to offend or hurt him, but be merely polite and refuse him anything he asks that you are not willing to give.
  • Completely ignoring them will cause them to spin out of control and make their blood boil. At least they won't have the satisfaction of knowing you are in turmoil because of them. It is best to avoid them, if at all possible!

Friday, June 21, 2013

Baucar Pemeriksaan Saringan Kesihatan Percuma - PERKESO

Socso/Perkeso menghantar baucar pemeriksaan kesihatan percuma kepada ahli-ahlinya.


Pemeriksaan saringan kesihatan percuma untuk pekerja sektor swasta melebihi umur 40 tahun telah diumumkan di bawah Belanjawan 2013.

Perkeso telah memperuntukkan RM200 juta untuk skim ini yang baru bermula, dan akan beroperasi sepenuhnya pada Februari 1.

Pemeriksaan kesihatan ini bertujuan untuk mengesan penyakit seperti tekanan darah tinggi, kencing manis, barah dan penyakit jantung.

Ianya termasuk pemeriksaan fizikal, profil darah sepenuhnya dan ujian air kencing.

Bagi kaum wanita, terdapat tambahan ujian pap smear dan mammogram.

Datuk Dr Mohammed Azman Aziz Mohammed memberitahu bahawa bahawa pemeriksaan ini adalah berterusan kerana mereka yang mencapai umur 40 akan layak menerima baucar tersebut.

MTUC telah mengucapkan tahniah kepada Perkeso ke atas kejayaan perlaksanaan program ini dalam jangkamasa 4 bulan dari pengumumannya - Bernama.
Baca selanjutnya : http://thestar.com.my
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Perkeso iaitu singkatan bagi Pertubuhan Keselamatan Sosial atau bahasa Inggerisnya Socso iaitu singkatan bagi Social Security Organization. http://www.perkeso.gov.my
· Umur Layak (40 tahun ke atas)
Contoh Baucar Program Saringan Kesihatan Perkeso





Khusus Untuk Wanita - Mamogram Contoh Baucar Program Saringan Kesihatan Perkeso

Ayuh Pekerja Semua, Jangan Abaikan Kesihatan Anda !
Ambil Peluang ini dan Jalani Pemeriksaan Kesihatan Anda !

Untuk menyemak senarai klinik-klinik berdaftar dalam program ini,
Layari laman http://sehat.perkeso.gov.my/panelclinic

Berita mengenai Program ini : Mstar.com.my 18.02.13 Pemeriksaan Kesihatan Wajar Diberi Perhatian Oleh Majikan, Pekerja.


Berita mengenai Program ini : The Star Online 18.03.13 thestar.com.my

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

김준수 (Kim Junsu/XIA) – 바보가슴 (Babo Gaseum/Foolish Heart) {Mandate of Heaven OST} lyrics [Hangeul, Romanization & Translation]




이 정도면 충분합니다.. 가슴앓이는.. 이 아픈 눈물은…

I jeong-do-myeon chung-bun-hab-ni-da.. Ga-seum-arh-i-neun.. I a-peun nun-mur-eun

늘 아팠습니다, 그대 내게 온 처음부터..

Neur a-pass-eub-ni-da, geu-dae nae-ge on cheo-eum-bu-teo..

말 안 해도 알고 있어요, 나 같은 건 그대 안에 1초도 안 살겠죠.

Mar an hae-do al-go iss-eo-yo, na gat-eun geon geu-dae an-e il-cho-do an sal-get-jyo

다 알고 있는데 사랑하면 나만 더 다칠 텐데,

Da al-go it-neun-de sa-rang-ha-myeon na-man deo da-chil ten-de,

멈추지 못할 이 아픈 눈물 어떡하나요.

Meom-chu-ji mot-har i a-peun nun-mul eo-tteok-ha-na-yo.



가질 수 없는 사람아, 그대는 모를 겁니다..

Ga-jil su eob-neun sa-ram-a, geu-dae-neun mo-reul geob-ni-da..

하루 종일 사랑은 몰래 숨죽입니다.

Ha-ru jong-il sa-rang-eun mol-lae sum-juk-ib-ni-da.

웃으면서 맘 편하게 그대를 보고 싶은데..

Us-eu-myeon-seo mam pyeon-ha-ge geu-dae-reul bo-go ship-eun-de..

사랑해서 소중해서 감히 다가서지도 못할 바보가슴..

Sa-rang-hae-seo so-jung-hae-seo gam-hi da-ga-seo-ji-do mot-hal ba-bo-ga-seum..



다른 사람 사랑하나요, 나 같은 건 그대 안에 1초도 안 사나요,

Da-reun sa-ram sa-rang-ha-na-yo, na gat-eun geon geu-dae an-e il-cho-do an sa-na-yo,

다 알고 있는데 사랑하면 나만 더 미칠 텐데,

Da al-go it-neun-de sa-rang-ha-myeon na-man deo mi-chil ten-de,

못난 그리움이 그대를 찾아요.

Mot-nan geu-ri-um-i geu-dae-reul chaj-a-yo.



가질 수 없는 사람아, 그대는 모를 겁니다..

Ga-jil su eob-neun sa-ram-a, geu-dae-neun mo-reul geob-ni-da..

하루 종일 사랑은 몰래 숨죽입니다.

Ha-ru jong-il sa-rang-eun mol-lae sum-juk-ib-ni-da.

웃으면서 맘 편하게 그대를 보고 싶은데..

Us-eu-myeon-seo mam pyeon-ha-ge geu-dae-reul bo-go ship-eun-de..

사랑해서 소중해서 감히 다가서지도 못할….

Sa-rang-hae-so so-jung-hae-seo gam-hi da-ga-seo-ji-do mot-hal….



이제는 눈물도 없죠, 그저 멍한 가슴만..

I-je-neun nun-mul-do eob-jyo, geu-jeo meong-han ga-seum-man..

차라리 울 때가 덜 아픈 것 같은데..

Cha-ra-ri ul ttae-ga deol a-peun geot gat-eun-de..



다신 그댈 못 볼까봐.. 헤어질까 봐 무서워..

Da-shin geu-dael mot bol-kka-bwa.. He-eo-jil-kka bwa mu-seo-weo..

아무 말 못하고 가슴만 때리죠.

A-mu mal mot-ha-go ga-seum-man ttae-ri-jyo.

사랑해.. 사랑했어요.. 한 번도 못한 한마디

Sa-rang-hae.. Sa-rang-haess-eo-yo.. Han beon-do mot-han han-ma-di

미련하고 못난 가슴 그게 내가 해야만 하는 사랑이죠.

Mi-ryeon-ha-go mot-nan ga-seum geu-ge nae-ga hae-ya-man ha-neun sa-rang-i-jyo.


Translation:

This is quite enough… these hurtful tears that brings me a heartbreak…

It had always hurt me since from the time you came to me.

I’m aware of everything even if you don’t tell me. Someone like me will not even reside for 1 second inside you.

I’m aware of everything. I would only hurt more if I love you…

What should I do about these unstoppable hurtful tears?


Someone I can’t make her mine… she wouldn’t know about it…

secretly, love caught my breathe the whole day

I want to look at you feeling at ease while smiling…

because I love her, because she’s precious, my foolish heart never dare to approach her


Does she loves someone else? Would someone like me not reside for even a second inside her?

I’m aware of everything… I might only get crazier if I love her…

My foolish longing for her is searching for her


Someone I can’t make her mine… she wouldn’t know about it…

secretly, love caught my breathe the whole day

I want to look at her feeling at ease while smiling…

because I love her, because she’s precious, my foolish heart never dare to approach her

I don’t even tear now; only my vacant heart (is left)…

It seems less hurtful when I cry…

I’m afraid I won’t get to see you again… I’m afraid we will break up…

I can’t even breathe a word, but only to keep hitting my chest.

I love you… I loved you… Words I can’t bring myself to say…

Silly and foolish heart, this must be the love I have to love.

Moon Myung Jin – Passionate Goodbye (뜨거운 안녕) Mandate of Heaven OST



뜨거운 눈물 흘려도 차가운 바람 불어도
tteugoun nunmul heullyodo chagaun baram burodo
내 사랑아 떠나가지마 내 사랑아 내 사랑아
ne saranga ttonagajima ne saranga ne saranga
가지마 가지마 가지마
gajima gajima gajima

얼마나 오래 아팠는지 이렇게 너를 찾는게
olmana ore apanneunji iroke noreul chatneun-ge
내 가슴이 자꾸 못한다고 너를 다시 데려오라고
ne gaseumi jakku mot-handago noreul dasi deryo-orago
다시는 못 볼 걸 알지만 널 찾아 헤 메이는 걸
dasineun mot bol goraljiman nol chaja he meineun gol
더 멀어지지 마 제발 그러지마 멀어진 만큼 울어야 하잖아
do morojiji ma jebal geurojima morojin mankeum uroya hajana

아프게 살지 마 눈물로 살지 마 내가 갈게
apeuge salji ma nunmullo salji ma nega galge

뜨거운 눈물 흘려도 차가운 바람 불어도
tteugoun nunmul heullyodo chagaun baram burodo
내 사랑아 떠나가지마 내 사랑아 내 사랑아
ne saranga ttonagajima ne saranga ne saranga
가지마 가지마 가지마
gajima gajima gajima

자꾸만 엇갈리는 우리 하늘이 허락 안 해도
jakkuman otgallineun uri haneuri horagan hedo
사랑할거야 지켜줄 거야 기억해줘 너뿐인 나인걸
saranghalgoya jikyojul goya giokhejwo noppunin nain-gol
아프게 살지 마 눈물로 살지 마 내가 갈게
apeuge salji ma nunmullo salji ma nega galge

뜨거운 눈물 흘려도 차가운 바람 불어도
tteugoun nunmul heullyodo chagaun baram burodo
내 사랑아 떠나가지마 내 사랑아 내 사랑아
ne saranga ttonagajima ne saranga ne saranga
가지마 가지마 가지마
gajima gajima gajima

뜨거운 안녕 눈물로 안녕 내 사랑아 떠나가지마
tteugoun annyong nunmullo annyong ne saranga ttonagajima
내 사랑아 내 사랑아 가지마 가지마 가지마
ne saranga ne saranga gajima gajima gajima
가지마 가지마 가지마
gajima gajima gajima

Though the hot tears flow, though the cold wind blows
My love, don’t leave me, my love, my love
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go
It hurt so much, searching for you like this
My heart keeps saying it can’t do this, to bring you back
I know I won’t ever see you again but I’m still lost as I look for you
Don’t get any further, please don’t do this, I cry as much as you get farther away
Don’t be in pain, don’t live in tears, I will go
Though the hot tears flow, though the cold wind blows
My love, don’t leave me, my love, my love
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go
We keep missing each other’s paths and though the heavens won’t allow us to be together
I will love you, I will protect you, remember, I only have you
Don’t be in pain, don’t live in tears, I will go
Though the hot tears flow, though the cold wind blows
My love, don’t leave me, my love, my love
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go
A passionate goodbye, a tearful goodbye
My love, don’t leave me
My love, my love, don’t go, don’t go, don’t go
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Mencari Jalan Kembali


"Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Bertaqwalah kepada Allah dan carilah yang boleh menyampaikan kepadaNya (dengan mematuhi perintahNya dan meninggalkan laranganNya); dan berjuanglah pada jalan Allah (untuk menegakkan Islam) supaya kamu beroleh kejayaan." - Al-Maidah: Ayat 35


Jasad kita berasal daripada tanah. Ia harus kembali kepada asal kejadiannya untuk mencapai kepuasan.
Disebabkan itulah kita makan apa yang tumbuh daripada tanah, juga binatang-binatang yang memakan hasil tanah.
Tumbuh-tumbuhan dan buah-buahan semuanya tumbuh daripada tanah.
Apabila jasad memperoleh sumber makanan daripada permukaan bumi, maka ia akan kenyang, tenang dan bertenaga.
Ruh kita datang daripada Allah, ditiupkan ke dalam jasad.
Maka ruh takkan mencapai ketenangan selagi ia belum kembali kepada Tuhan.
Untuk mencapai kepuasan ruh/jiwa/hati, tidak ada jalan lain melainkan kembali kepada penciptanya. Maka carilah jalan kembali.
Bukan kembali dengan kematian jasad, tetapi kembali dengan menghidupkan hati. Ya, jiwa yang kering kontang menggambarkan jauhnya kita daripada Tuhan.
Jiwa yang tak terisi dengan ruh Iman dan Taqwa akan diisi dengan keduniaan. Hakikatnya dunia itu takkan habis dikejar.
Makin kita punya harta, makin jiwa kacau tak senang duduk. Terikat dengan material.
Makin kita punya pangkat, makin tinggi yang ingin kita kejar dan capai.
Makin kita punya apa sahaja yang kita inginkan, makin kita inginkan sesuatu yang lebih lagi untuk kepuasan.
Hakikatnya jiwa kita menderita, tak puas dan tak mencapai ketenangan, ketenteraman.
Bukan ertinya kita harus terkurung meninggalkan dunia luar, itu adalah satu fahaman yang salah.
Sebaliknya, gunakanlah apa sahaja yang ada atas dunia ini demi mencari jalan kembali kepada Allah.
Biar jasadmu keluar mencari anugerah Allah di atas muka bumi, tapi jangan sekali-kali membiarkan hatimu melayang hilang terputus daripada pergantungan kepada Ilahi.
Jangan sekali-kali memisahkan dunia daripada Tuhan, dan meminggirkan Tuhan dalam segenap kehidupan.
Padahal Allah tak memerlukan kita, kita yang memerlukan-Nya.
"Dan kembalilah kamu kepada Tuhan kamu dengan bertaubat, serta berserah bulat-bulat kepada-Nya, sebelum kamu didatangi azab; kerana sesudah itu kamu tidak akan diberikan pertolongan." - Az-Zumar: 54
Allah telah menyeru dan akan sentiasa menjawab panggilan kita saat kita mencari-Nya.
Cuma kita yang belum benar-benar tekad untuk kembali kepada-Nya.
Atau mungkin kita sering berusaha kembali, namun dunia tetap memesongkan kita dan lebih menarik hati kita.
Maka kita tak jadi kembali.
Kita berputus asa dan tak mahu lagi mencuba untuk kembali, padahal Allah tak pernah jemu menunggu kita menyeru melainkan kita sendiri yang jemu untuk meminta dan meniti jalan menuju-Nya.
Ingat, jangan berputus asa daripada Rahmat Allah:
"Katakanlah (wahai Muhammad): "Wahai hamba-hambaKu yang telah melampaui batas terhadap diri mereka sendiri (dengan perbuatan-perbuatan maksiat), janganlah kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, kerana sesungguhnya Allah mengampunkan segala dosa; sesungguhnya Dia lah jua Yang Maha Pengampun, lagi Maha Mengasihani." - Az-Zumar: Ayat 53
Wahai jiwa yang sentiasa menyesali diri, di ceruk manapun kau berada, apakah kau merasa bebas daripada pengawasan Allah?
Dalam keadaan manapun kau berada, adakah kau merasakan Allah tidak mengetahui isi hatimu? Sombongnya engkau tatkala kau pergi memalingkan wajahmu daripada Ilahi.
Sedangkan Dia tak pernah menutup pintu taubat bagimu.
Maka wahai manusia, kembalilah kepada Tuhanmu. Jika kau tak temui jalan, carilah... Kau tidak bertemu kerana kau tidak mencari.