Nokia E7(ii)

This is what I got for me self on my B'day...they say its cool...me im still swaying it back and forth.....than I realize Im getting too old now for gadgets....

Nokia E7

Testing testing! This is my first post via my new Nokia E7. OMG! its so damn hard this this big finger tips of mine. Ill continue later on my pc to include a pic of my new gadget.huhuhuhu!

Mata-Jiwa-Cinta ku

I dont how it is when my big sis was here in KL few years back. She seldom went back to Penang. Maybe financial problem but still you're alone here. Didn't you for a second miss your family back home..your brothers and sister your nephew and nieces. I don't know, maybe she & me we are two different people only tied up by blood. She seldom call home. There were times when she didn't even want to went back to Penang during the festive season. Would rather spent time with her so call friends.

We are two different people indeed. I would go crazy if I didn't call anybody from Penang. I would go crazy if I didn't for a day hear their voice or know what's going on back home. I would go crazy if I didn't know what's my little ones are up to at school. What they learn, how good they are now at reading, or even how many goal they score at a school game. It's sad to know that I miss all those excitement. Before I would try not to miss any sports day, any school concert or kindergarten graduation. A month is already too long for me being away from home....Financially I would find a way just to go home and see each & every faces that I miss. Today its been almost two month...since last Im back home...I Miss Themmm

I wanna Go Home!!!!!!

Mereka - "Mata-Jiwa-Cinta" ku

DAMNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damnn..this people..now I know where the problem is...

God Damn big big big miscommunication.....

is this how the highly educated people work... "sad..so sad..its a sad sad situation"

this is supposed to be an ICT company damn it ...advance in the whole sort of ways...
if you that so damn lazy to move your ass or to open you big stinky mouth..you always have your email to relay message or communicate with the other colleaque...or is it that you are also that crazy lazy to even move your dirty fingers thru the keyboard...

OMG...please la people....such a stuck up.....goshh..!

We went Through Time...in a blink of an eye

This picture of me, was taken this very day 19th April about 20 years ago. I was 23 years of age. See that big round glasses, that was so 'in' during those time.

It was 1991.
This very special year, I celebrated my birthday in 3 different countries.Malaysia-Singapore-US.
This very special year, I had part of my dream fulfilled. It was then the very best year of my life.

How time flies.....

























This is me now. 20 year later.
Picture of taken a month ago @ my nephew's wedding.
Still in glasses....see that double chin that was not there 20 years ago...hahhaha

At this age, beside gaining weight through the years, I've manage to fulfilled another part of my dream.

Finally, a University's Degree. A self achievement. 20 years too late. But they say, it's better late than never right?

It's my 43rd Birthday today. How time flies. Have a few more things still need to accomplish. A list of new achievement. The time is running short. Hopefully I could achieve and complete it as planned.

When I was growing up, I had a lot of dreams. I wanted a lot of things. But unfortunately, some of those dreams have to be put a side for more important things. And some of those needs had to be forgotten. So when I grew up , I promised myself that I'll do my very best to fulfilled all those broken dreams. Present myself with things I could not afford before.

Along those years of growing up. There had been a lot of laughter & tears A lot of ups and down. Been through a lot of obstacles, a lot of heartbreaks, broke a few too. Just when you thought you had something than you realize they are just a fake dream. Someone try to hitchhike your ride to make an easy life out of themselves through your hard work. I've lost a lot of people that are so dear to me. My dad, my mum, grandma, uncle.... may their soul be blessed by Allah.

So, 19th April 2011, it's just another day and in 24hrs it will be gone. But in this day I pray to Allah for HIS blessing. Pray that I'll be granted strength and courage and health. Pray that I'ld be a better Muslim than the day before. I Thank Allah for all that HE had given. Alhamdullillah!! Praise to Allah that I've been given a chance to live till this very day.

Well Happy Birthday to Me!

Invictus by William Ernest Henley

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

Something Special for a Special Day

All wrapped up just waiting for that special day. What's the contents inside, well just have to wait for that day to come....

I Dream a Dream

There was a time when men were kind,
And their voices were soft,
And their words inviting.
There was a time when love was blind,
And the world was a song,
And the song was exciting.
There was a time when it all went wrong...

I dreamed a dream in time gone by,
When hope was high and life, worth living.
I dreamed that love would never die,
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.
Then I was young and unafraid,
And dreams were made and used and wasted.
There was no ransom to be paid,
No song unsung, no wine, untasted.

But the tigers come at night,
With their voices soft as thunder,
As they tear your hope apart,
And they turn your dream to shame.

He slept a summer by my side,
He filled my days with endless wonder...
He took my childhood in his stride,
But he was gone when autumn came!

And still I dream he'll come to me,
That we will live the years together,
But there are dreams that cannot be,
And there are storms we cannot weather!

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living,
So different now from what it seemed...
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed...

Les Miserables:I Dreamed A Dream (Subtitle:CHT)